YouTube

Hey Guys,
So i have always had a youtube channel but it was purely for watching videos but by accident i uploaded a video and obviously not many people watched it but I was wondering if you think i should make videos for you guys, it would take a lot of time and i would need a lot of ideas for videos and stuff if you wanted to help?? But anyway things have actually been pretty good recently but a few nights ago I was trying to find a way with coping with things so I had the idea to write what the voices were saying in my diary and I did, so yesterday I walked in my room and my diary was open on those pages and all my stuff is messed up, I don't know which member of my family has seen it but I am pretty worried, plus my dog is really ill so I'm worried about her. So that's not good. I have started looking at colleges recently and I never realized how stressful it is  I am looking at 8 collages and then I still need to decide what subjects to take, I really want to be in the police and either do forensics or the dog handling for police dogs which would actually suit me quite a lot, so if anyone can help me please do!! <3

Just saying that if you want me to do anything special like a whats in my makeup bag or some photo challenge, any artwork, music or something just let me know and i shall do my best. Or if you just need advice just email me
sazza985@gmail.com
Stay Strong <3

Enna xxx

Shit Happens

Hey Guys,
So it's the summer holidays and obviously time away from school is the best time ever but I have decided because I'm in year 11 this  next year which is obviously a big year I'm just going to concentrate on what I need to do screw friends I mean most of them bring you down anyway so what is the point, another thing is that I am fed up of being the person that people want me to be, I'm not that person I am my own person yeahh okay maybe I'm a bit of a goth but I don't care what other people think about me if I'm happy with the way I am why should anybody else stop me, if i want a black skull rucksack that's my choice but at least I am not afraid to be who I am because a few people who think it's weird, I hate how people can judge so much even though they aren't perfect either nobody is, everyone is unique and why should they be held back by other people, I have all the people I need I have Leo who I love more than anyone, I have Becky (my best friend) and I have you guys. What more could i want!? Guys a piece of advice never rely on somebody else to make you happy find ways to make yourself happy like for me its to sit on the sofa and watch a good film with ice cream, it's the small things that matter. I will post again today hopefully,
Love you all <3
Stay Strong
Enna xxx